WHY is everything so last minute? i just can't stand ppl like that.
not knowing how to plan and organise their ppl beofre hand. Not even calculating and communicating with the right information. Sigh. i feel sad for these ppl. i had to scold them or give them a firm face.
Last minute to be good to someone? last minute to make friends? share the gospel?will it be effective? probably not. maybe it will help for maybe one or two days to cool/ make that person happy for a week. THATS IT. (that person only feels really happy when she sees that particular friend. you'll nvr know she maybe tired of doing that inside) ppl who are not ready are just not ready. u try to convert them, its difficult cause it has be continous. once a week is not enulf. It should be every day of that harvestors life. Looking at the way things are now, its difficult.
Thats why its not easy to try helping someone out.

I tried helping someone. I felt like it tested my paitence and tolerance and determination more than my 2.4 run throughout my 6 years of education in singapore. Thank god i have god and he who gave me my lovely parents to support.

i just recovered form my sicknesss. (fever, flu, bad headache) which lasted for 2 days. 2 terrible days

of course the days just got worst when i found out there will be a bio test on next thurs also.
and my drama prd is ard the corner. just next week. GOSh. i think i'm just gonna sit back and let god do most of the work. dunno whether he will do it. but yeah i think he would.

i'll definitely not give up on god. without god i'll feel HOPELESS, I just sprout vulgarites, think stupid of myself screaming all the time, thinking i'm a useless piece of SHIT.

YES i really thank god i can escape so easily from all that past i went through. couldn't have done that w/o him. SOme ppl just are not willing, too stubborn to see whats the result of their lifes now. They just want GOOD things to happen to them They DONT think where on earth does all thes GOOD things come from. They don't noe how to link HUmans, who are born to be selfish, greedy, choosy and proud and obnoxious and only care about themselves to whatever they are now.

I admit i'm still like that sometimes. but i repented and i thank god for DYing for my freaking, unforgivable sins. FYI (sins: wrong doings)

I have no idea why am i being so expressive (including being emotional) these few days. maybe its because of my medication. making me cry easily. EWWW.. make me look like a cry baby.

I think i'm juist goona study the mechanisms for org chem. GOD! stay by my SIDE! i NEED HELP AGAIN!

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