me and sarah in planet shaker's concert...white faced ppl..:P 

A shocked Izma, blur Kronk and a colourful cow??? 

ahaha we are the retards...taking pictures at bishan j8 

me and my primeay school friend, iffa 

ahaha today was a rather memorable day for me. Serveral things happened. Actually alot of things happened in school and at home. Most of them occured in school as i spend almost the whole day at school. Yes, my skit had been called off. It was a really relief for me and everyone i think. yes, since they prefered to concentrate n their studies from now on. yeah i respect taht decison...hmm i gotta study hard too!.okie during recess today, fathima, haziqah and me sat at another table to talk abt smoth yeah. WE were successful! since there were 4 periods of maths today 3 of us and chiew peng were seated together to attempt the maths quetsions. yees, then haziqah was talking abt ghost stories that she want tonnoe abt our sch. I refused to tell her as i did not want to entertain "ghosts" ahah..yeah so they started to recount their ghost stories including yanhan. haha the stories were kinda funny. oh yeah one of them was broadcasted on tv. i've seen it b4. hmm....oh yeah we were all enjoying ourselves and laughing in class. Most of the time while they were telling the story i was still listening to it. to my surprise, i was not afraid at all compared to the others.Thank god for that. (i used to be afraid of ghosts and their stories) i think that all the teachers are worried abt our class now. So i really gotta study and work extra hard. hmm i had an afternoon nap just now so i will have energy to study later.
yeah.aughing is the best medicine, hmm i beleive that god is the one which helped me.
oh yeah after sch, when we were going to see the rehearsal for the teacher's day concert, cp, haz and me were "chased out" by janice. Hmm ahah i kinda sounded GUILTY when she asked me whther i was performing.hahah yeah we were chased out eventually. Hmm, so 3 of us became the 3 mice and creep into the hall through the back door. DID WE MANAGE TO ESCAPE??? nah...we were chased out by the loyal to the councillors marie. i'm not saying that she's bad, but she just cannot defy her orders lah.ahah...she seemed kinda angry and pissed by the things cp did, yeah and she said"huiling i trust u arh..".Haha yeha so acked the rest to get out. hmm..ahya....taht was when we went out and found out that teh shutter was open and ppl outside could see the performance.-__- so of course we sat outside and saw one of the remarkable councillor's performance. wah. she was good.some ballet dancer she was. oh eyah christie's mom fetched me back home today and her mom was pretty friendly and her sister was there too.
okie i think i gotta go soon. Ming is freaking out and screaming on the top of his voice..oh yeah i got time practice for compre tmr.
good night everyone!!

*god bless!*...")

this world is getting wierd, or am i getting too bossy??

great this week has been scary and rather different. Oh yeah, first my english oral was really really scary. i kinda stammered almost everytime.:( i hope that i still can get a distinction. yeah i hope. da jie's el teacher who was the examier for st grabiel's sec, said that yesterday's oral was mosttttt difficult. I think one of the reason was that, there were only a few ppl i could describe and everything was rather vake. haiya..i was soo traumatised yesterday after the oral..ahahha one funny thing was that me and mandy said good moning whenit was already almost 3.lol..
i was the first student while mandy was the first...ahah.
okie i gotta realllly!! do well for both prelims and o levels and not be complacent.....
remember huiling!!!!
-realax before the exam but try to recall wat are the things to prevent from total blurness and a metal block
-dun make silly mistakes.
-slow down in talking or doing of questions to avoid careless mistakes.
-imagine that this is the first time doing this, to avoid complacent thinking

okie tats all folks i gotta eat dinner now!:P
god loves u!:P

okie this is the second post.
i noe this is wierd but, i just wanted to say some more things.
Acutally, i'm a quite sensitive person. It does not mean that i will get irritated over a small joke u told me . But it is more to sensitive abt the feelings u tell me and thus making me feel sad or happy. Recently, there had been many ppl with different emotions. I did not realise that i was an emotive person until these long string of problems happened.( i'm not blaming the ppl who pour out their feelings) i just realised that i will get swayed by them easily. I dunnno whether this is a good or bad thing. Because, the ppl who had been affected with these probs are close to me. So when they get unhappy and sad, i will get unhappy too.It's just a norm for immature teenagers i guess. ahha..me immature? ahah..lol

besides that,i really want to help change some ppl but they do not want to accept that they are wrong. ( i'm not blaming anyone) thats the thing that i'm worried most. I would like to tell them off in a firm and strightforward manner. But i'm really afraid taht they might let the whole world noe, resulting in me being friendless or another close person being friendless. Thus making everyone feel moody because of me. I don't want that to occur.
Recently there had been a service about SUFFERING for GOD. hmm i think that they are mainly refering to one of these problems to be considered as suffering. Aini told me that i will learn to become stronger after i pass through these probelems. hmm maybe all these are just part and parcel of christian life. and i truly agree life is very difficult to live. But with God life would be much easier safer, happier and definetly BETTER.
I have learnt that even though miracles does not happen to me, i will still continue to pray and ask. I will never give up on him, even though he does not give me anything.( but so far he had given me alot already laa..)

yeah okie i feel a little better now.
:)
this time i'm done.:)
GOD BLESS!
GOD LOVES YOU!

On the 10 of august---
hmm let me recall what happened yesterday, as i promised to post smth about wat happened yesterday. Oh yeah i remebered, i went to peijun's hse to visit her. And oh yes, She lost ALOT of weight as she had been feeding herself with porridge for the past months. HAha no more nasi briyani for the next few months also. Oh yeah peijun is better now, she looks healthier now, but the sad thing is that she had loss many lessons in class.:( She really wanted to attend lessons. But she had to stay at home till 20 august to recover first. hmm... mr ng finally realised that i went for the sec 1 training. HAIYA..finally.( sorry this was wat happened today) oh yeah i was just feeling very exhuasted and tired inside. I think it is because of the interior matters which had not been settled. They are continously bugging me. I noe that this kind of stress is healthy at times and i got to learn how to handle them. But this is the first time i feel this way. I dunno wats happening. God pls give me a detailed explanation on wats occuring in my life. yeah. Peijun came to sch at 1.30 to attend her band pract or smth. yeah. mandy, yingjie and xiuwen, hosing and ying lin all agreed that she had loss alot of weight . ahah mandy even said that she does not need to go for taf anymore. ahha...
Okie right now, i'm trying to catch up with my geog and how to ans the geog questions . I got to work hard for my humanities. I cannot affort to get a c5 for humanities anymroe. I gotta wor hard and EXTRA hard from now on.

oh yeah a tip for my other classmates who are feeling very down because of the chinese and mid year results.

--This is just one test u still have many tests in future. So even if u fail this time, learn from the mistakes and try not to repeat them again. ---

*this is a cool way to remind myself too!*
okie thats all for today:)
take care everyone and god bless!

hmm..it has been a few days since i have blogged. Alright today was a relaxing and enjoyable day. BEcause it was a public holiday yesterday and today.

----------yesterday------------------------------------------------------

dad brought grandpa and grandma together with the family, except juan to swensons resturant at marina sq. It was quite a fulling dinner as i ate the delicious fish and chips with my sister. Actually i ate more than her.. mauaha.. oh yeah grandpa gave a big piece of fried chicken to me to eat. Boy it was big. I guess he couldn't finiah it because of the spagetti he was given. ahah oh yeah ting was there too. since we were soo full, we decided not to order any more ice cream.:( nvm
oh yeah... then we went out to the open space to see the fire works. But it was saddening that we were at the wrong position. Thats why we did not hear or see anything..lol
ahah there was this grp of frens who offered mom 2 pieces of cake who were sitting at jack's place. ahah..i felt kinda awkward in the beginning , ahah however, i still ate it. it was delicious mango cake. It tasted like the mango cake that ernest da jie and emily bought on my bday.:) delicious.
oh yeah since papa was talking with da jie at the side, i walked across the grass towards them. i noe it looked kinda odd (carrying the plate and fark across a piece of grass across sooo many ppl) there were many ppl looking forward for the fireworks too. lol. But then when i reached them , i think the fork dropped on the floor when da jie was reaching for the cake.. and the cake dropped on the floor..:( so sad,,,, okie i gtg now. i will talk abt 10 aug tmr:)...

smile alwasys!
and god loves u!!

hmm..i just found out i got c5 for english thats really bad!! gosh i cannot stand it!!..WHY!!..all my answers for compre are soo close to the ideal ans. but actually to mrs TOh they are very far away from the real ans.
ooo..mum is back home.ahha she bought a pair of sandles. She just came back from fetching juan from school.whao.Her shoes was pretty high, it was 3 inches i guess.And her reason was that she did not want to feel left out when she is out with her 2 teenagers. mauaha...lol
phew. i went for choir pract yesterday and i reached home at 11pm!!...thank god i got michelle's parents to fetch me from red hill to chuan park. Thank God for them.:P
haha i really enjoyed yesterday choir pract even though i was really tired from the skit practice. WELL the councillors said that we were going to get the results today. But in the end, we did not get any answer. I was praying like crazy for us to get in. Hmm...clara said that we are IN!!..yeah..but i'm not too sure yet.
hmm its good that everyone co-operated yesterday otherwise it won't be WEll done. hmm melissa from 4F helped us in our skit as xinyi and jinman had to go home. jin man wasn't feeling well. well thanks god for clara's enhu character. thank god for that
whoa. joel and zhi hao asked me to chill . As they saw me being very very nervous and panicky. WEll i told them " dun worry i noe i noe..:"
After that, i walked back home with nicolette and she said that i cannot be a director. I laughed. Well i agreee with her. She also added that she wanted to do managed for her post secondary education.hmm.. not a bad idea.She kinda said that she wanted to go to TP too!. Today, she said that going to a polytechnic is better then JC as u can get exposed to work life in future. Then, i was thinking to myself, i want to do science in future.So i really need to got o JC to study science then go to NUS, work for a few years then carry on futher studies in canada. ( i guess)
wahaa....its still a lonnggg way to my career life..well i'm willing to do anything to become a doctor!.:P
aahaha....
wow. these two weeks had been vbery very tring and extremnly taxing for me. Well but i can see that most of my prayers had come true.:P Thank u god.
i think that most good things are happening as i fasted for almost 5 months for that.:)
yeah! ernests's concert is coming up! Aini and sarah are going for it!.:P

ahahha ming sprained his ankle and therfore he did nto go to school today..-_-
and he just arranged a long trail of dominoes. and he gave mommy the honour of starting the starting of the falling of teh dominoes. Since it looked very well done and neat, i thought that it would go well. haha in the end, ming had to push the dominoes for every 5 domnoes. amuahaahhaaaa.aa.a.a.aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
okie.
thats enough i gotta study now..i'm going for trg later.

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